- "Always acknowledge a fault. This will throw those in authority off their guard and give you an opportunity to commit more."
- - Mark Twain
- First off, I want to thank Kristin Kay for providing a well deserved & much needed swift kick in the pants. She PM'd me this morning on Ravelry and asked the question to which all of you have been wanting an answer for months:
- When are you going to fulfill your obligations to your Two Towers subscribers and finish the series?
The answer is: as quickly as possible. And I will not release any other patterns until I finish these.
Several things changed about a year ago, which threw my usual release schedule severely out of whack. My husband got a higher paying job and without paying college tuition, our financial picture eased up, so I was no longer so dependent upon a new pattern every month to pay the bills. I eased up on myself & found it hard to go back to work once I had grown unaccustomed to my previous frenetic pace.
- Our youngest son, who had been living with us for the past year, got a nighttime job and moved out on his own, but was unable to afford night time care for his 3yo son. So we stepped in and began caring for him in the afternoons & evenings. This increased my grandma time and reduced my designer time. I could knit while he was here, but not on anything terribly complicated. And I can spin (more on this later) But 5 nights a week with a toddler who insists on sitting in your lap really cuts into the time.
- Once he moved out, we began working on our current house, in which we have lived for the past 30 years; cleaning out closets, tearing down wallpaper, painting, replacing appliances, updating the kitchen, packing up the studio, etc. It has been a real whopper of a task and one which my husband feels I don't give enough time to. We are close to being ready and hope to get the house on the market in February.
At the same time, we are traveling north for a series of meetings with the architect in Michigan on the design of the new house and studio. It is so exciting to be moving forward finally on our 9 acres of God's country.
- I broke my hand in January and was unable to knit for 3 months, while it healed, which put me even farther behind. And I have been working on projects that require the completion of the entire garment, rather than a repeatable motif that can be vetted in a brief amount of time and photographed in a half-completed state.
- I took time for professional enrichment and networking, traveling extensively this spring & summer, attending retreats & taking classes. I knit some other people's patterns, which I had not done in 5 years, and carefully studied some alternative techniques and methods of construction.
I learned to spin while my hand was in a cast and will be launching Spinspiration, a new series of patterns that will include directions for both spinning & knitting the finished objects, in 2013, after I finish the Two Towers series. I have been working on these projects concurrently with the LotR patterns, so I can get them into testing. There will be more information about this forthcoming.
Rohan was ready to go in May, but I figured no one was going to want to knit on a big pile of Fair Isle in the heat of the summer, so I put her on the back burner till Fall. Pattern has been fully tested and will go to proofreader this week. Here are some pictures to whet your appetite.
- Ringwraith is also completely through the testing process and will be out later this month.
- Emyn Muil is about halfway finished. I redesigned the piece when I picked it up again this summer, swapping the Madelinetosh lace for Brooklyn Tweed's Loft for a more rustic appearance. I love the many subtle colors in the yarn (I used Meteorite) I also changed the shape of the shawl from a triangle to a crescent and added a bottom border. Now the shawlette is much closer to what I had envisioned. It has a Shetland feel to it and I can't wait to share it with you. It heads into testing next week. I wanted to be sure I had a full half shawl lead on my test knitters, so I can stay ahead of them as they work on the first half and I complete the second.
- Once that is done, I will move on to Eowyn (twisted stitch. lace up gauntlets) Eleventy Seven (lace scarf in black metallic handspun) and wrap up the series with Elven Woods (a lace ruana/tunic in Unique Sheep Gradiance).
Now for the apology.
I have been a terrible procrastinator and hermit. I stopped blogging to let you all know what was going on. I stopped posting updates on the boards of Ravelry. I haven't sent out a newsletter in months. I have been, at times, dreadfully non-responsive to email. I have continued to design & produce, but not to publish and notify.
I have been struggling with a recurrence of the depression that dogged me several years back. Life has been very busy this year and I am not a good multi-tasker. All too often, when faced with the question of "do I work on the house today, or work on Sunflower Designs?", I have chosen to put my head down and knit (or spin).
- When I feel overwhelmed I do what my family refers to as "ostriching". I bury my head in the sand (or in this case the fiber & yarn) and ignore the rest of the world. It is a long established coping mechanism of mine. I don't know if it is healthy, but I do know it is annoying to those with whom I interact: my family, my friends, and most of all, my customers.
- Add in some unmentionable family drama and you get...
- And for that I most humbly beg your pardon. I have let you down and I will try my darndest to do better moving forward. Feel free to poke me regularly, as Kristin did this morning.
- While you wait for Rohan & Ringwraith, here is a little something I whipped up last winter and never brought to publication. All subscribers will get this pattern free of charge as part of my apology. To others, it will retail for $4.
- A lacy shrug from the needles of Susan Pandorf
- Size: 48 inches wide by 18 inches deep
Materials: 2 skeins Artyarns "Beaded Mohair & Sequins" Yarn
Size 7 (US) needles
Gauge: 12 sts equals 4 inches (blocked)
- Intermediate level
- written & charted instructions
- This pattern is easily modified by adding or subtracting repeats. If you wish to add extra repeats, you will need 3 skeins of yarn.
- Thank you for all the kind notes of sympathy upon the passing of our much beloved Pippin. They meant more than I can say. We miss him every day but have a new little boy in our life.
- This is Gandalf (the grey AND white). Contrary to appearances, he has been a handful already. Talky, playful, with a magnificent purr. He is helping us heal.
- Thanks for sticking with this long post, but mostly for your extreme patience with me. Now I'm off to email the subscribers and post the pattern on Ravelry.