women of a certain age are like sunflowers; they know how to turn their faces to the sun.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

It's Only About the Relationships...

First off, my apologies for the recent absence of content here. And my gratitude for your support. I am leaving on a three week vacation on Tuesday and must finish the copy for the workbook that accompanies my book before I go. As a relative newcomer in blogland, I have been a bit afraid that if I didn't post daily, people would forget about me and stop coming around to visit. In fact, I am just insecure responsible enough to post during those weeks from the internet cafe in downtown Leland (downtown being a relative term - one block long, consisting of a post office, a bank, a grocery store, and several gift shops.)

If you didn't read, then I would have no one to share my cherry pie with, would I?

Nuff said...

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The topic of connections has been much on my mind recently. As I worked my way through the plagiarism issues, a question first occurred to me, then began to nag at me, and eventually became the raw material for contemplation.

If the words do not belong to me (and all I must do is open my copy of Websters to confirm that others have used that word before) then what does? And where does the creative process come into the equation?

To put it in knitting terminology, Who made the sweater? Was it the knitter, who performed the manual labor? Or the pattern designer, who provided the template? Maybe it was the independent dyer who created the color. Or the one who spun the wool. Or maybe, just maybe, it was the sheep, without whom none of this would be possible, after all.

I think that what creative people do is form connections. The words aren't mine, but the way I connect them, is. The yarn and the pattern aren't mine, but the color and fiber choice is. The design is original, but it is made up of stitch patterns from Barbara Walker's Treasuries. The painter didn't make the pigment, but she chose which colors to put where, and in what amounts.

We didn't make the raw materials, but we connected them. And how we have connected them is what makes the world so varied and so endlessly fascinating.

One of the core principles of Next Voice, the company that is publishing my book, is that "It's only about the relationships." All of life and the quality thereof can be boiled down to those five little words.

Think about it. At our basic physiological level, our body is composed of an intricate web of relationships or connections. It is a delicate balance, and when one thing goes out of place, often the whole organism is affected, for better or, too often, for worse.

And the brain? Well the old cranium is all about the synapses, the connections. Without them, there is no thought at all, let alone original thought.

On a sociological level, humans need to form groups to survive. The need for connection is one of the most primal of all human impulses. One which we know well, as part of the knitting community.

We can exist alone, but we thrive communally. And if we are blessed, our relationships deepen, and we can move through community and into true communion with one another.

Even the very fabric of knitting is a series of connections and relationships. Each stitch is connected in various ways with others. Connect them all the same way and you get garter stitch. Turn it around on a regular basis and you get stockinette. Mix it up a bit , twist and shout, and watch the cables take shape. Bring some of the stitches a little closer, create personal space between others, and you have lace.

In ordinary discourse, we generally plow along from point a to point b, taking the shortest distance between two points: a straight line, or track if you will. Now don't take me wrong; that kind of communication is important. It connects us one to another, and passes along useful information in a timely manner.

But I believe a writer has to jump the tracks, and form what may seem at first to be extraneous detours., if she hopes to write anything new and interesting. For it is in the relationship between two formerly unconnected images or ideas that one finds that "Aha" moment. That serendipitous moment when a previously unimagined whole coalesces from two differing parts. That's the joy, the passion, the spark of creativity that takes the ordinary wood of daily existence and turns it into fire.

Today, I was reminded of how much better my husband and I are together than apart. He is the analyzer, the fixer upper, the rationalist, the guru with things. "Give it to Dad. He can fix anything." I am the intuitive one, who reads emotions and people like he reads tech manuals.

My coffeemaker went belly up on me yesterday. Now for some, this would not be news. For me it is a disaster of epic proportions. I looked at it, couldn't figure out the problem, threw up my hands and gave up.

He took the blamed thing apart, cleaned all the parts with vinegar and a toothbrush, reassembled the machine, called the helpline, and when all that didn't solve the problem, arranged for them to send a postage paid pre-addressed box for us to send it back to the manufacturer for replacement (thank God for two year warranties.)

Alone, I was up a caffeine-free river without a filter. Together, we, didn't fix the machine, but at least we figured out what to do about it. The whole is greater than the sum of its parts.

There has been a thread recently running through blog postings, about how people feel they are somehow less creative if they make a chevron scarf, or a monkey sock, or a Kauni sweater, because everyone else has done it already, and the blogger in question has stolen or borrowed the idea. Well, news flash, people. All our original ideas stand on the shoulders of those that came before. There is no truly "original" material in this world.

But there are lots of "original" connections, and for that I am profoundly grateful.

Here are some connections I have made recently:


This picture of hostas in my side yard








made me think of this sweater pattern by Joan McGowan, with its undulating ribbing that echoes so well, the veining in the hosta leaves. I know one day the right yarn will present itself and a new whole will emerge. Someday...





But what about today?

Today this:










This:














And this











Combined with this:

Handmaiden Silk Maiden in Ivory
(from my stash)







And this:

Handmaiden Ivory Seasilk
(also from stash)








To create this:

The beginnings of the back of Nora Gaughan's Sand Dollar Pullover from Knitting Nature.








The Silk Maiden is a little light for the pattern, but adding the seasilk and double stranding not only makes the yarn fit the gauge, but it contributes to the chiaroscuro, or shifting sands element of the sweater. See?











I didn't write the pattern. I didn't spin the wool.

But I made the connections and that makes it mine.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Seuss Redux

I want to write post,
But there's no time to play.
No time to surf.
At least not today.

I need to write workbook.
Not any fun.
Would rather write you guys,
But work must be done...

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

With Apologies to Dr. Suess

The sun sure did shine.
It was too hot to write.
I just couldn't get witty,
Try as I might.

I sat there with Pippin.
We sat there, we two.
And I said, "How I wish
We had something to do!"

Too humid for afghans,
Too hot to knit wool.
So we sat in the house
And I picked up a stole.


So all I could do was
Knit!
Knit!
Knit!
Knit!
With silk and with cotton
On socks or a mitt.

Something that floated,
Something that flapped,
Something that didn't
Heat up my lap.

I shut down the laptop
And took up my "Lil."
I knit a few rounds,
And that fit the bill.
Thing one and Thing two
Were nowhere in sight.
But my bad little monkey?
He put up a fight.

He went to the kitchen.
Crept over the floor.
And then my bad monkey?
He opened the door.

To the fridge. And he worked
His way to the top,
With a jump, and a wiggle,
And an odd little hop.

So there he sat,
Sweet as you please.
Atop the butter,
Alongside the cheese.



And did I remove him?
Not one little bit.
The day was too hot
For a monk's hissy fit.

I went to the thermostat.
(Made sure it was on.)
Then sat in my chair
And stifled a yawn.




Took up my knitting,
And, shaking my head,
Left my bad monkey
And picked up Big Red
It was too hot for wool,
Too hot for words.
Too hot for anything.
Least that's what I heard.

So I sat there and knit,
All that long, long, hot day.
Cause the heat was too much.
I had nothing to say.
Not that today
is going to be fine.
It's 80 degrees
and it's just half past nine.

So, if write I must
And be snarky too,
I'll have to be clever.
Know just what to do.

I won't worry my brain
Till my fillings come loose.
Instead I'll just steal borrow
From dear Dr. Suess




PS. The only word I could come up with to rhyme with scarf, is barf.

Heat must have fried the brain cells.

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Takin' Care of Bizness

Well, flickr appears to be having brain farts, so instead of spending hours (well ok, minutes...but it SEEMS like hours!) waiting for all of your lovely pictures to upload on your blog post, I guess I'll take care of some business:

First up is the Sock-it-to-me Sock Swap questionnaire. Now I realize this is fascinating stuff, especially to those of you who are not participating, but it is a secret swap. I am instructed to answer said questionnaire on my web page, so as not to ruin the surprise. Those of you who can think of better ways to spend your time, please DON'T quit on me. There is more post to follow. Feel free to skip down, although I did my best to make it entertaining reading.

1.What are your foot measurements? (Please give shoe size, length and circumference.)
Clodhopper (You want specifics?) Size ten, (Yeah baby!) 9 1/2 in. from tip of big toe (who am I kidding? They're all big.) to heel, 9 1/2 in. around at widest point.
2.How long have you been knitting? How would you rate your experience? (Beginner, Intermediate or Advanced.)
I have been knitting since I was twelve, with time off for good behavior. Guess that qualifies me for advanced status.
3.What is your favorite color? Your least favorite color?
Favorite colors are God- made, found in nature. Least favorite? Anything that screams, "MAN-MADE" like day-glo colors.
4.Do you have a favorite fiber? What type?
I like merino and tencel best, but believe in equal opportunity for all fibers.
5.Do you have any allergies to certain fibers?
No. The only thing I am allergic to is housework.
6.Do you have an Amazon, or other type of, wishlist? (If so, provide the link.)
The things I wish for can't be purchased in a store: love, hope, faith, peace, gentleness, & charity. I don't have a link, but if you do, please share.
7.What techniques, if any, would you like to learn?
I've always wanted to play the piano. Oh! I'm sorry! You wanted knitting related techniques? Hmmm... the only thing I can think of is more design experience.
8.Do you have a sweet tooth? What are your favorite snacks?
Coffee, not tea. Wine, not beer. Mayonnaise, not Miracle Whip. Diet Coke, not Pepsi. Dark chocolate, not milk. Homemade cookies, not Oreos. Goat cheese, not Velveeta. Sourdough, not Wonder bread. Natural, not processed.
9.What is your family situation? (Children, Husband, Pets...etc.)
My family IS a situation. Oh fine! One (and only) husband (for 28 years) two children (one grown & gone, one grown, but not gone - yet- any takers?) two furballs cats.
10.Do you prefer straight or circular needles? Metal, plastic or wood?
For socks: Crystal Palace bamboo dpns. Cheap and easy to replace when I pull too hard and break one. Everything else, Addi Turbo circulars all the way.
11.Besides socks, what are your favorite items to knit?
Currently on a lace binge, but I knit everything I can get my hands on. Are you going to eat that spaghetti?
12.Is there a pattern, (sock or otherwise), that you are dying to try?
Personally, I try to knit a pattern before it gets into mortality issues. Beats the alternative. Big time.
13.Do you like to read? What are you reading currently?
Love to. It's summer, so I am in "beach read" mode right now - detective novels all the way. Proust doesn't like to get sand in between his toes.
14.Do you collect music? (On an iPod or MP3 player.)
I wouldn't call it collecting, but I do have an 8g. Ipod with sufficient entertainment value to keep me toe tapping. Or tush swaying, if you prefer.
15.What kind of music do you listen to?
Classical, plus a mix of jazz, folk, country, and pop with an emphasis on female singer songwriters. Hey! I'm a writer. It's all about the lyrics.
16.Is there anything you collect?
Besides yarn? I like books a lot and my husband would probably open our closet and point out the Imelda Marcus commemorative shoe collection.
17.What are your hobbies, aside from knitting?
Picking up stray men in bars. Not what you were looking for? OK. I spend most of my time doing three things - knitting, reading, and writing. But as, writing is my profession, I'm not sure it qualifies.
18.Are you participating in any other swaps or knit alongs?
Affirmative on that one. First swap victim participant. KALs: Knitting Nature KAL , Inspired by Nature KAL (if I can ever figure the blamed thing out. Posted yesterday, or thought I did. I submitted for review and promptly lost the whole post into the ethernet) Sock a Month KAL, Posh Knitters, and Briar Rose Fibers KAL.
19.Do you have a favorite scent?
Cedar, sea breezes, fresh, crisp linen hanging on the line, that spot on the side of a baby's neck...
20.When is your birthday? (You don't have to add the year if you don't want to, LOL.)
September 26, 1956. Born on my father's birthday. As my blog states, fifty years young.

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Okay! Now that that's out of the way, check these out:



Clean bookshelf - check.










Clean knitting basket and book rack - check.







Clean table - check

Wait a minute. It's not that clean? Tough euroflax, people. This is as good as it gets.

Clean is a relative term.





Clean desk - check.








What? You don't see anything?

My point exactly...








Clean counter tops - check.


And in case there was any doubt as to the serious nature of my intentions...





That's real dirt on that cloth, folks!

I love the smell of Murphy's in the morning...

Random (but technologically productive)Thursday

Was going to post a "think" piece today, but have found that after learning how to navigate Wordpress, Flickr, and Yahoo, I am out of time...

But I have still had a productive morning day. I:

Posted for the first time at the Inspired by Nature KAL (Go Lil!)
Posted for first time at Sock a Month KAL (Bad monkey!)
Set up a secret email account on Yahoo for AJ's Secret Sock Swap (Go me?)
Updated my photo set for Lil's badge (see right)
Read all about everybody's holiday festivities

Meanwhile, back in Lilyland, have finished the center motif, completed the transition to the next darker dye lot of melon seasilk and have begun the feather and fan pattern (barely.)









Progress on Lil has slowed considerably, since her girth is growing. Current speed: 4rph (rows per hour)









Of course I could go faster, IF THE FRIGGIN' CORRECTION SHEET WAS (oh, I don't know) CORRECT?

Yesterday's outrage: (and it's hard to believe) the correction sheet directions were wrong and the original as printed in the book were right.

Imagine that.

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When you can't find your mouse anymore...









it must be time to find the cat









clean up your workspace. (That's Jingle, our elderly grand dame. She's shyer than Pippin. Take a bow, ol' girl!)

I did reorganize my knitting basket. Put all the KAL projects in the top basket (those with deadlines take priority, right?) That means lots of second sock yarn. ( I figure if I complete the pair in July, it counts. Right?)









Pippin wants to know who put all the lumps in the mattress.

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

This one's for all of us...

But especially for my Mom, who loved this song so much, she campaigned for its adoption as our national anthem. It was the first hymn sung at her memorial service.


O beautiful for spacious skies,






For amber waves of grain,












For purple
mountain majesties











Above the fruited plain!







America! America!

God shed his grace on thee
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea









to shining sea!



Tuesday, July 3, 2007

It's a Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood...

Welcome back to Lilyland, where the fun never stops!

Here's a progress shot. See how Lily is just lying there?

You think it's because I whipped her into submission?

OH NO, my friends, our gal Lil is a DEMANDING MISTRESS!
(She's lying down because she spent all day torturing me and it wore her out - the poor thing...)

Today's torture device?

See that little arrow with the one next to it? That means you shift the entire piece from that point on FOR THE REST OF THE FRIGGIN SHAWL (give me a minute here while I compose myself. )

(Deep breath) one stitch to the right.


Lucky for me I had my super duper XRX-ray glasses on after yesterday's fiasco. First place I looked when things stopped lining up, was at the chart, and there, nearly hidden by my color change notes (in red) was the offending instruction.

HAH!

DOUBLE HAH!!

TRIPLE HAH!!!


Foiled again, thou evil queen, by the ever present power of:

SUPER-KNITTER (with a little help from her friends.)



Would you like to take a closer look at Lil? (sort of like sticking your hand into the tarantula cage, isn't it?)










Hey! Don't get too close.

She bites (big time)











Back away from the shawl, and no one will get hurt...

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On a happier note, I have an FO to show you. Nothing terribly special, another chevron scarf (yawn!) I call it Tom's Chevy, because I finished it up over the weekend while watching Forrest Gump on Friday night, Castaway on Saturday night, and The Green Mile on Sunday afternoon. It was a Tom Hanks jamboree!


Pattern: Chevron Scarf from Last Minute Knitted Gifts
Yarn: Blue Moon Seduction (merino & tencel) in Farmhouse and Watermelon Tourmaline
Modifications: none (told you it was boring!)



I went with the Seduction because it has more drape and a softer hand than STR. Besides, who wouldn't want to hang a little seduction around their neck now and then?


And while we're showing pictures...









I call it the Pepto Bismol Yarn

Adrienne Vittadini Miranda - worsted weight woven cotton in watermelon

Got it on close out at Handworks Gallery, some time ago. Was going to make the cover sweater from Adrienne Vittadini's spring/summer 2007 book.










Didn't want day-glo orange. (also didn't want to spend over $200 for it!)

So instead I got non-refundable Pepto Bismol yarn (Yay me!)










Lots & lots of Pepto Bismol yarn (Did I mention it's non-refundable?)

OY!!

Monday, July 2, 2007

Welcome to Lilyland!

Isn't she lovely?
Isn't she wonderful?

Isn't she precious?
Less than one minute old!
I never thought through love we'd be

Making one as lovely as she.

But isn't she lovely, made from love?

- Stevie Wonder

Welcome to Lilyland, boys and girls, where the yarn is yummy, the knitting is lovely, and the artist formerly known as Susan is losing her mind.

Here we see our first exhibit:
Melon Seasilk #1
(pretty isn't she?)



Our next stop demonstrates what happens when you take slippery silk yarn, put eight stitches onto five different sticks and try (emphasis on try) to knit. We call it:
Tangled trainwreck #1





As overwhelming as it appears, it does (eventually) lead to this:

Circular cast on close up(By God, it does work!)







Which leads us on to our next photo

Center #1
(Isn't she lovely?)





Humph! Apparently not! (too dark)

So I guess we'll call this one
Center #1 - deconstructed




Ah, now here is something I think you'll all appreciate


Melon Seasilk #2 (lighter than her kissing cousin #1)





And...

Tangled trainwreck #2
(That was so much fun the first time, lets do it again!)






And here it is!


A pink shower cap




We'll take a brief rest here, while the artist knits 4 rows, realizes something isn't right in Lilyland, and attempts repairs from two rows up. Now she curses. And rips back 4 rows. This time, she pays extra close attention to the chart. She's got it right now.

She's still 2 stitches short on the next round. She slugs her coffee instead of something more substantial and goes to the computer, thinking there must be something wrong with the chart. She downloads corrections, prints them out, turns to the corrections on that page, and discovers:

YES! There IS a correction of the chart! (she knew it)
NO! It's NOT for the row she's having trouble with (sigh)

Artist leaves house, bound for a meeting with her co-author, shaking her head, but secure in the knowledge that she is an expert knitter who will figure this whole stitch count thing out when she returns.

Upon her return, our intrepid heroine resumes her study. She counts the chart. She counts the stitches. Damn!

Wait! She squints. She puts her face right in the book, directly over said chart.



See? Right there!
A teeny, tiny, minuscule, MOLECULAR LEVEL "y" symbol, which means to knit 1, purl 1 into same stitch, instead of knitting one through back loop as has been the case for the past seven friggin rows.

AHA! It's not that she can't knit. It's that she can't see. (She can live with that.)

Two ripped rows, and four correct rows later, she has something to present as our last picture on the tour.
Shall we resume?



Town center of Lilyland (and all it took was two days)





That concludes our program for today, Ladies and gentlemen. Thank you for coming and don't forget to stick your face into what lies (literally) right under your nose.